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Even though it's a week early for an update, I did have a goal set for April 30, so I figured I should post another entry.

Week 15: 64%
Week 16: in progress - n/a%

"n/a" actually means "I dunno".  Or, I guess to be fair, I do know - it's 0%.  With the chaos at work the past two weeks, I have effectively stopped almost all of the activities I've been tracking since January.  Exercise, sleep, and reading - out the window.  Using coffee and alcohol as a coping mechanism - well it ain't a good thing but it's happening.  I am starting to stabilize and see a light at the end of the tunnel, but I also know that getting started on these goals again and getting back on track are going to be difficult things to achieve.

My goal for April 30 was to be doing 60 minutes of sustained jogging or cycling (indoors) at least 3 times a week.  Prior to the last couple weeks I was at 55 minutes 4-5 times a week, so in theory I could have met this goal.  But wishful thinking doesn't make it reality, so I have to take a fail on this one.  And since it will take time to get back to where I was at just a short while ago, it's a real possibility that I could miss my next goal at the end of June as well (although I certainly will push to get there).

But for now that's next week's problem.  =\
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 It feels like forever since I did a progress update. And technically I'm late too, since I should have done this yesterday. But - reasons.

Week 13: 71%
Week 14: 71%

Much improved since the last update, but not back to where I would like it to be. As for reasons...

April not only brings "April Showers" - for me it also brings my busy time of year. Our company is going into our year-end, which means 2.5 solid months of extra hours and extra stress for me. Now, after almost 23 years I know what I'm going to have to deal with, but knowing doesn't make it any easier. 

What does this mean for my goals? Well, for one I'm not adding anything major to the list until July or August. What I have now is probably more than I should be doing under the circumstances, but I'm not going to take anything away either. That also means that I need to be sure that I don't beat myself up if I can't keep the pace I want to. I do still want to do as much as I can, but I'm also aware that there will be days that I just can't. 

There is, however, one thing that I do need to add to my list during this time. It is not something I thought I would have to be doing, but life often throws shit at you that you just have to deal with.

I will have to update my resume.

I found out a couple weeks ago that the company's owners are "beginning the process of marketing the company for investment, merger, or sale". Now this could take some time, but the upshot for me is that if the company is sold, I'll almost definitely be out on my ass. So, in order to be prepared for just such an occurrence, I'm adding my resume to my goals - I need to make sure it's up to date by the end of June. And then just roll with the punches I guess.

Aside from that, spring is here (ish). Curling season is done, and golf season is close to getting underway. There are landscaping projects to get done, and some more finishing touches on the house. Mostly, I'll be glad to not be cooped up in the house.

That's all for today. I hope everyone has been having a great week, and has fun times planned for the weekend. =]
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So it seems I'm several days overdue. Wanna know why? Because I didn't really want to have a record of the past couple weeks. But eventually I decided that "I don't wanna" is a bullshit reason, so here goes...

Week 10: 71%
Week 11: 39%
Week 12: 64%

Now, the second half of week 10 was spent being sick. Those four days, and the first couple days of the next week, I let pretty much everything slide. And that much I'm ok with - I felt pretty lousy for a while and there was no way I was going to get up early to exercise, or get any semblance of a decent amount of sleep.

But it's been almost a solid week since then, and I'm still playing drag-ass. I haven't exercised in almost two weeks. Last night was the first full night of sleep I've had in the same period, but I had to stay in bed an extra hour to make it happen. Hell, I haven't even taken time to set up my planner for April yet. Tomorrow, like it or not, I'm forcing myself back into my routines. 

One thing I did accomplish last month, which I mentioned before, was to write something. I still haven't gotten around to doing a final edit, but I plan to this week - I have the house to myself for a few days, so there's no shortage of peace and quiet. I have another piece I want to write this week as well, and I'm hoping I can post them both soon.

I suppose that's all for this time around. I hope everyone is doing well, and we all get to enjoy some nice spring weather very soon. =]
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I'm sick. I haven't been sick since the early days of 2020, before COVID was a thing. This used to be an annual occurrence - sinus infection for a couple days, then bronchitis for about a week. Right now I'm in the transition phase from the former to the latter.

No, it's not COVID. I have a rapid test kit, and I checked before I called in sick to work yesterday.

And that's what I really came to talk about, and what's really pissing me off today. Remember, once upon a time, when companies encouraged their employees to stay home when they're sick, to rest and get better, so they could return quickly and be productive again? To not come in and pass that cold or flu around to everyone else, and cause disruption and downtime in other departments? 

Then came COVID. In the age of COVID companies had to take measures to make their employees more mobile. Working from home became the norm for so many people, and companies had to step up and provide the resources and equipment to make that possible. At the company where I work, today even the lowliest clerk on their first day has a laptop as standard issue equipment - two years ago, only managers and executives had them. As a result, while staying home when sick is still encouraged (actually, most places still require it), there is now an expectation that because we have the ability to work remotely, that we must continue to work, even when sick. Staying home to recover from an illness is becoming a thing of the past.

I'm tired (sleeping has been worse than usual).
I'm irritable (not a surprise considering I'm barely sleeping).
My sinuses are killing me and I generally feel like shit.

But here I am, sitting in my kitchen, still putting in an 8 hour day. Not because I want to, but because I'm expected to.

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 You may have noticed I've switched to biweekly posts. Yes, since there isn't as much to update, I don't think I need to post that often. Quick recap on progress:

Week 8 - 79% completion, same as week 7. Is that a sign of consistency???

Week 9 - 86%!!!!! I got into a pretty good groove last week, and managed to carry it through. Let's see if I can keep up that pace.

So about a week and a half ago, it was unseasonably warm. I decided that I would give myself a test to see just how much progress I had made - I went for a jog out in the *real world*. Long story short, I was able to keep just about the same pace and duration as I do on the treadmill inside. Big difference? Leg pain. I had forgotten just how  much effect impact with solid ground has on the body. I was hobbling around for five days.

Overall though, it's a good indicator of just how much progress I've made so far. I'm consistently running 6k at a time now - that was unthinkable two months ago. My sleeping still isn't as good as I want it but I do feel better, so that's a plus.

Changes for this week:

Just bumped up to 50 minutes per day for exercise. No issues there - pretty comfortable at this duration.

My reading for this week is done already, so I have some time to start on my writing goal. I have the basic ideas for a poem and a short story, and I'm really pleased with both. Am I going to share? The poem, probably yes. The short story? Welllllll, let's see how it turns out first.

Anyway, that's everything for this time around. I hope everyone is having a good week. *Hugs* if you are, and *Hugs* if you aren't... Ah let's face it - *Hugs* all around! =]
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 I've been waiting to make this post since I first started on my 2022 goals, and the day is finally here. =]

In my last post I talked about how my momentum got derailed by the scale. And one of the things I mentioned was that I didn't have a specific weight goal. Well, that wasn't entirely true. While I didn't set one at the start of this, I did already have one from years ago.

Back in 2020, this thing called COVID came along, and in the initial flurry of shutting down the world, we were all sent to work from home. At the time I was sitting around 106 kg (235 lbs), and since I was going to be trapped in the house indefinitely, I decided I would use the time to start exercising and drop some poundage. As a motivator, I set myself a target weight of 100 kg (220 lbs). I felt it was a reasonable and achievable goal. But 2 months later we were back in the office, and all that went out the window.

Fast forward to 2022 - time to set some goals and work on my health. I didn't want to set a specific weight goal because my real purpose is being healthier, feeling better, and feeling better about myself. But that old target was still out there, and had really gotten within reach. At the beginning of February I almost got it - 100.1 kg (so close!). Then came those two weeks of gains that put me into a bit of a funk. Since then I got back on track, and as of yesterday...

99.6 !!!!!!!

I finally reached that goal, and it felt so good. And it reinforces in my mind that I'm on the right track, and even though I still expect some fluctuations as I go, it's not the end of the world.
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Here we are in March already - the year seems to be flying by. Time for a recap of the second half of last month.

Week 6: A fairly solid week, coming in at 79% for the second week in a row. Settled into a nice routine, things were going well, and then...

Week 7: The week started on a vacation day, and I took it as a "me" day. That day itself was really great, but the wheels really fell off after that. Some sleepless nights made a return, which, as it did in the past, impacted my ability to keep up with other goals. My success rate plummeted to 65%, my worst week yet. So what happened? Well, it was the scale.

I haven't mentioned weight before, and that was intentional. I went into this whole thing with the mindset of weight loss being essentially a side-effect of improving my health. I've been keeping track weekly, but I never set any target other than "down". My rational brain knew full well that fluctuations are inevitable. But, after reaching my lowest weight in I-have-no-idea-how-many years back at the beginning of February, two consecutive weeks of substantial gains simply got to me. 

It took a few days to quiet the negative thoughts swimming around in my head, and bring my focus back where it needed to be. Since it was almost the weekend and I had a lot of other things to accomplish, I decided to not stress over it and just start fresh on Monday. And this week has been OK so far, although a different demon has been plaguing my sleep (not going to talk about that one).

Changes for the coming month: Exercise duration is now up to 45 minutes a day, and I've decreased the daily limits on coffee and alcohol. I'm also starting to take a closer look at my eating habits - portion control in particular. I'd like to put some food-related goals in place for April, so I need to do some planning to figure out what those will be.

And there's one other thing I'm adding for March. Taking some inspiration from all of the great material I've read here, I'm going to write something myself. Writing (creatively at least) is definitely not within my list of life skills, so I expect this to be a real challenge. I'll deal with the anxiety of whether or not to actually post it later - for now let's just see if I can create something that's not jibberish. =]
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 *Took Monday off and apparently I no longer know what day it is...*

Another good week last week - 79% completion. Sleep is starting to become more regular now, although I think it's mostly because I'm tiring myself out through exercise more than anything. Got another book read as well.

Cutting it short this week - almost time to hit the "gym". Hope you're having a great week! =]
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Just a quick post about how important hitting my sleep goal is…

Last night I slept like crap. A couple hours at best. But when I got up I didn’t immediately roll over and go for more sleep like I usually do. Instead I got up and made a coffee, and tried to push through. 

Well, by the time my “start exercise” alarm went off, I was barely coherent. And I seriously considered lying down to get an extra 45 minutes of rest. And then I fought with myself for five solid minutes about which direction to turn - the basement or the bedroom. It was a real struggle.

Eventually I convinced myself that even a light stint on the cycle was worth the effort, and I dragged myself downstairs (btw, this was the very first time so far that I didn’t choose sleep). But had I got my minimum of five hours sleep, there never would have been a question.

Anyway, that’s all I wanted to talk about. Tomorrow’s a long day so hopefully sleep comes much easier tonight.

Ciao! =]

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Hi! Back again for my weekly update.

It appears I may have developed a new hobby along the way… yo-yo’ing. Down, up, down, and as you may have guessed by now, this week I’m up again. It was a really good week, with a 76% completion rate. Hit my sleep goal 5 of 7 nights, which in turn led to a 5 for 5 on exercise. Also managed to complete the first weekly reading goal, and the first increase in exercise duration went off without a hitch. I haven’t looked closely at this week so far, but I feel like I’m on a good track, and can maybe put the yo-yo away. 

So something I haven’t talked about yet is whether I have any specific goals related to exercise. Well, in fact I have three targets for this year:

1) By April 30… 60 minutes sustained indoor jogging/cycling, minimum 3 times per week. This is my base level to be able to transition to outdoor activities once the nicer spring weather kicks in.

2) By June 30… 10 km jogging twice per week, 2 hour cycling once per week. The cycling shouldn’t be an issue, but reaching the jogging goal in just two months might be a bit aggressive. Time will tell on that one.

3) On October 16… run 21 km - the distance of a half-marathon. This is the date of the Detroit Marathon, and while I’m not signing up for the actual race this year, I want to prove to myself that I can still cover the distance (in 2015 I ran it in 2 hours 43 minutes).

All of these should be achievable if I meet my daily goals. I’ll have to announce them with some degree of fanfare once the targets have been reached. =]

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Ahh, the joys of trying to make changes in one's life.  Some weeks you’re up, but other weeks…

Yes, I slipped backward. Considerably too - only 67% completed last week. Sleep (or a lack thereof) is still steering that ship, and a busy weekend prevented me from catching up on missed exercise. Certainly not a trend I want to continue. Fortunately this week has started out very well, and last week’s shortcomings are great encouragement to keep it up. 

February is off and running, and it’s time for a couple of modifications to the plan. Nothing earth shattering - I still want things you be achievable. First is to add five minutes to the daily exercise, up to 35 minutes minimum per day. Future increases will come at two week intervals, ultimately reaching one hour per day starting the week following Easter. Also, my curling league is starting back up again this week, which I will be counting as a bonus exercise day each week.

Finally, I’m adding a weekly reading goal. Real books - nothing digital. I have a shelf full of old books from my childhood that I’ve been wanting to read again. They’re fairly short (under 200 pages apiece), and I feel comfortable that I can read one a week. So we’ll see how that goes.

Well, to sum up January, it was a bit of a bumpy start, but not at all unexpected or discouraging. Hell, the fact that I haven’t scrapped the whole idea already is a win all on its own.

I hope everyone else is making progress with your own goals. =]

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I spent some time this week figuring out how I want to quantify my various goals, so that I can look for patterns and track my progress (I don’t normally like to use the accountant part of my brain too much at home, but sometimes it comes in handy). After some trial and error, I think I’ve got it straightened out. 

For week one I had no data. You may recall that I tried to wing it, and kept no records - a mistake in judgement that ultimately led me down this path.

So starting with week two I had a 70% success rate. I’ll be honest, I’m actually surprised I started out that strong. I think the key here was setting targets that are achievable right out of the gate. I can always adjust targets down the road, but if I don’t give myself a fighting chance to change behaviours first, I would just be setting myself up to fail.

Week three brought noticeable improvement - 79% success. The biggest factor was making up some of my missed exercise days on the weekend, which I neglected to do the week before. Hopefully this week I’ll get my full five days in, and keep it going after that.

Trends? Sleep is still my nemesis. With my target set at a minimum of five hours a night, I’ve managed meet it only 5 times out of 14 nights. And, just like I mentioned last week, failure to meet the sleep target immediately led to failures in other areas the following day. Now that I have a decent tracking system set up, I really need to start making some notes about what’s happening on nights where I’m not sleeping, so I can get an idea on what to focus on.

That’s it for this week. See you next week when I wrap things up for January. =]

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Meant to do this yesterday - I had a regular Wednesday post going for a while, so I figured I’d pick that up again and do an update on how I’m doing with the goals I’ve set for myself this year. 

The overall target for the first few months is to improve physical health. I know, pretty cliche right? But the bottom line is that I’ve been increasingly unhappy with the direction I’ve been going over the past several years, and I’m determined to turn that around. The first week was a disaster, and I ended up getting a daily planner so I had some traceability. This has already been very beneficial - being able to see the good and the bad, and seeing patterns emerge.

Food-related items are going surprisingly well. I’ve only missed my daily limits on caffeine and alcohol once so far, and portion control on meals is heading in the right direction. The struggle with these things is that they can all turn into coping mechanisms very easily - it hasn’t happened yet but I need to be aware and recognize if this starts being an issue so I can deal with it.

Other things are much more of a work in process. Daily exercise is on the list, and when I do get started in the morning I enjoy it (always have). The motivation to drag my butt downstairs is still somewhat lacking however. That falls under “getting into a routine”, and I expect it to get easier over the next couple weeks.

The other thing affecting exercise is sleep, and this will be my biggest hurdle for the foreseeable future. Getting to bed and actually getting decent sleep has been a big problem the past year+ (Covid isolation wasn’t the cause, but it certainly made me cognizant of the issues that are). So far, sleep is the area where I’m seeing the least progress. And the noticeable pattern is that failures in other areas immediately follow nights where I’ve missed my sleep targets. Keeping a close eye on this one.

Today is starting out on the right foot. Despite missing my sleep target by about an hour, I did manage to get downstairs for some exercise (I chose the stationary bike so I could write this at the same time), and I’m feeling more energized already. Hopefully work doesn’t bring anything that might slow the momentum. =]

This post was on the long side, but future updates should be a bit lighter. Enjoy your day everyone - see you next time!

2022…

Jan. 8th, 2022 01:04 am
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Much has been written over the past week or so about goals for the coming year. Kudos to everyone - I hope you’re all successful in your endeavours. I personally hadn’t planned on posting anything, but since I found myself already making excuses and putting things off as early as day 2, I feel like I need to find some other sources of motivation.

Like a fool, I thought I could wing it. But establishing new daily habits and routines is apparently going to require some structure. In addition, there are a couple of major home projects I want to get completed this year, and I really need to start the planning phase on those. Tomorrow I’ll be on the hunt for a planner (daily or weekly - not sure which will be a better fit) so I can start organizing my various goals. Hopefully this will lead to some marked improvements next week, and I’ll have a positive update next time around. =]
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Today has been a bit of a roller coaster. A decent start, some annoying but necessary responsibilities, and a couple things that really pissed me off. So, let’s see if we can end the day on a bit of an upswing. 

Duolingo / languages / language learning is not on my list of interests. Frankly, I had been relatively apathetic towards the subject for the bulk of my life. But a little over a year ago I decided that it was time to broaden my horizons a bit. I am learning Dutch.

Why Dutch, you ask? Well, like so many of my anecdotes, this one has its roots far in the past. But not just my past - this time I have to start all the way back when my father was a lad.

My dad was born in a small rural town in the Netherlands. When he was 3 or 4, just after his first sibling was born, the family moved here to Canada, and over the years four additional siblings came along. Now, all of my aunts and uncles, having grown up entirely in Canada, embraced their Dutch heritage. Several married with other Dutch-Canadians, and all passed along varying degrees of that heritage to their own children. At least half of my cousins are fluent in Dutch (Frisian, actually), since they were raised speaking both languages.

However, my dad was the anomaly. He arrived here at almost school age, and in order to fit in with the other children, he made every effort to be as Canadian as possible, as quickly as possible. Learning English and eliminating his accent were a big priority. Outside of the house he never spoke a word of Dutch, he married a very Canadian woman, and during my entire youth I can’t recall ever hearing him speak a word of Dutch. In fact, it wasn’t until my grandmother’s 65th birthday party that I heard him speaking with the rest of the family and realized that he was still fluent after all those years.

That realization had been sitting with me for a lot of years. But growing up prior to the technology boom of the 21st century meant that learning a new language came with a lot of obstacles and commitments, which I could never resolve myself to overcome. Then came the “free time” afforded to us all by Covid, and my introduction to Duolingo. I figured if I didn’t take that opportunity to start, then I probably never would.

So I started last August, and hit the 1-year mark a few weeks ago. I’m honestly extremely surprised that I’ve made it this far without giving up on it. As of tomorrow I will have fully completed section 5, and I’ll start working towards my level 2 golden owl. I’m by no means fluent, or even conversational for that matter. I can generally understand what’s being conveyed by most written sentences, and that’s likely about as far as I’ll progress. But I’m OK with that. Sure, if I had my druthers I would have wanted to learn it from childhood, but last time I checked time travel still isn’t a thing.

For now, I’m quite happy with the progress I’ve made, and we’ll see just how far it ends up going. =]
 

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After a couple minor assembly issues, and some delays caused by life in the real world, my nearly-two-year-old crochet shorts project is finally complete! All that’s left now is the “fashion show” I agreed to do to show them off. =D
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Wednesday is just starting, so there’s lots of time left to get your requests in for my open call.

For now we have a good one. Let’s take a peek behind the granny-squared curtain, shall we? ;]

As with most of my Wednesday posts, this one starts many moons ago in my teenage years. To give a real quick bit of backstory, my parents split when I was young, and my dad moved out west, got remarried, and settled down in a little town in BC’s Okanagan Valley. Several years later, my sister and I went out to spend the summer. 

Now, my stepmother had never had kids of her own, so an entire summer with an 8 and a 14 year old was probably putting a lot on her plate. And since dad was at work during the day, that left a lot of hours for her to fill on her own. I’m sure you’ve probably guessed by now that one of the things she taught us was how to crochet. My sister didn’t take to it too much, but constructing things out of other things was right up my alley. Simple things at first - dish cloths, pot holders, a scarf. Finally, the pièce de résistance of basic crochet projects - the standard two-colour chevron blanket. For a relative beginner it turned out fairly decent, and as I write this I wonder if she still has it.

So that’s where it started, but after returning home after that summer I didn’t really think any more about it. Fast forward an awful lot of years (decades actually) to about 2 years ago. A good friend, who was already accomplished at knitting, was going to try her hand at a crochet project. Since we were on the topic, I mentioned that I had once known how to use a hook myself, and that it probably wouldn’t take too much for me to pick it back up. Suddenly, seemingly out of nowhere, a ball of yarn was produced - the colour of which is best described as safety-vest orange. I can’t remember now whether what came next was merely a suggestion or an actual challenge, but the day-glow yarn was offered up for me to do something creative with.

I’m going to call it a challenge, strictly so that I can say Challenge Accepted! But what to make? Oddly enough you can find a lot of things on the internet (who knew?),and it wasn’t long before I came across a winning idea - a pair of shorts made entirely out of granny squares. Just like that, I was “hooked” again. Since then I’ve been picking away at it (the last two years have been a blur of other things in my life), but I’ve finally reached the final assembly stage, and I’m hoping to have them done by the end of this week. Don’t expect to see pictures here though - some things are best kept *off* of the internet. XD

I have a few more projects in mind to start on during the winter - something to help pass the time once all the craziness around the house settles down. Now that I’ve picked it up again, I’d like to keep it going.

And, now that tonight’s storm has moved off and the puppers has finally relaxed, I can drag myself off for a few hours sleep.

Enjoy your Wednesday everyone. =]

Edit 9/10/21: Aside from adding a few belt loops (a belt is going to be a necessity), the neon orange shorts project is finally complete!  8D

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As promised, here’s my open call for requests. For this coming Wednesday’s post, I’ll be answering any/all questions you may have about ME. Usually Wednesday posts are related to my list of interests, but since I’m opening it up to suggestions/requests, the gloves are off. I will answer everything, and I intend to answer everything publicly (of course, there could be reason for me to answer in PM, and if so I’ll let you know).

The gates are open - let’s see what comes through. =]
 


Edit:  Roughly a day left to get your requests in. I was hoping for more than a couple, so put on your thinking caps and throw out a doozie or two! =D

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Before I get started, I’ve decided that I’m going to open up next week’s edition to requests. I’ll put up a post on Sunday for you to post your questions to, and I’ll add my replies on Wednesday. Just about any topic is fair game, even if you want to stray from the interests list - ask away. =]


But for now, onward with Making Music.

I’ve tried my hand at a number of different instruments over the decades - guitar, trumpet, sax, piano, to name a few (since I’m not a famous musician, I’m sure you can get an idea just how good I got). I did manage to progress enough with the saxophone to maintain a spot in the high school band, but that’s about it. 

Wait. WTF? Has it really been 25 years since I’ve played anything?

That honestly just occurred to me. I have to admit, that makes me more than a little bit sad.

Lately I’ve kinda had the urge to buy a drum set. Given my track record I know it sounds slightly insane, but hear me out. First, I am constantly tapping out some kind of rhythm - fingers on the desk, feet on the floor, etc. Second, I have tendinitis in both shoulders, which makes traditional weight-bearing exercise difficult. Third, it gets the heart rate going just as well as a treadmill, but isn’t nearly as boring. OK, so maybe I’m thinking about buying a new home gym disguised as a drum kit. Whatever - it’s still an instrument, so it still counts.

And if I become the next Neil Peart, I’ll be sure to let you guys know. XD

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I know - I’m early! Well, storms have me up with the dog again, so I figured “Hey - why not chat about the weather?”

I have a pretty longstanding interest in most things weather. From a simple cold front, all the way through to tornados and hurricanes. Nothing too scientific (science and I are not the best of friends) - more like a slightly-more-than-casual desire for knowledge on the subject. 

But mostly, that’s it. I can’t recall anything from my youth that turned my eye to the sky (as it were). I can’t say specifically what continues to hold my attention. I just find it, well, interesting.

Until next time. =]

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